Day 1

Well my 1st post..I think as to start with why than a how or when..
Why..
Cos i think everyone has there own way of saying things and this maybe my way..I dont know.. But i should try..It took me a long time to give this a try always had it in my head that Blogging take's to much time and i still do but lol as i said give it a try rite..

There is something coming something big in my life.. * My birthday* on the 24th which is just next week wed.. sigh.. Been waiting for it for sometime but now when it's so near i dont want to see it.. cos * yes there's always a GIRL..*
I have a feeling that she wont even call or sms me..So badly I just want her to come.. but i know that hope is something that kill's..Sick of being this way..hiaz..for the past few years i have been spending my Bday with Her by my side.. befor her it was always alone.. cos my Grandma died on my Bday so every year my mom does what she needs to so i am alone..when she was in my life. I knew i had found the love of my life..And back than i was BAD.. i mean it i will post a old pic of me than and the me now. can see than alot has happen.. thx to her ofcos.. so so much for my 1st post.. let's see how things goes..


Peace out...