I hate this

It was a yet a long day in camp..so much of shit has happen today.. we should have gone to MTV today but the people who do the plaining lst min played us out..so today was yet an other day were we worked our ass off.. for nothing..as always.. than i am on Off tml co si have to go down to IMH at 10:40 am to see the doc.. i mean after so long too..but there was somthing good that happen today She called me ( she = my X ) it was like time just stoped when she called cos her ringing tone is something that i use as my alarm so when i heard it i run as far as i could so that i could her her voice.. it was soo good to hear your voice.. i missed it so much..but the sad thing was she called to ask about the money.. not me.. so ya that was painful yet nice.. today i saw her online after soooo long!! i saw her pic wow not bad going clubing huh.. good life.. miss her so much..dont even think she missed my voice..what am i doing saying all this..So as to tml i am on off.. i called my mom cos she was not feeling to well this past few days she was taking care of my sis 2 kids and had like no rest. so the kids are with there mother now so today i asked my mom to go and see the doc.. i made her too ( my x hates to see the doc no matter how sick she was i would have to push her to go and see the doc and when we get there she would say see i am better now i dont have to see doc anymore let's go home..cute rite..) so when we got to the doc the doc said she need lots of rest.. than i am low on money this month but i paided what i could.. when we got home she took her med than i was in my sis room when my bro called me out than i saw that my mom has fainted now as i am doing this i am thinking should i call 995..i am doing my best to take care of my mom.. and the poeple that i care and love.. i have done so much for nothing.. This is to you baby girl.. if your reading this you should know what to do.. you know me batter than anyone that i know..i am sorry to have to do this..