Sometimes..

Ok so i do like Blogging.. lol.. But today was just a very long day..things were ok till about day 9:00pm.. sighz..Had a nice long talk with my boys in camp..You see i dont think of them as some kind low life in camp.. But as young men who are just have to find themself. I mean coming to NS is hard to not be able to see your love ones for like 5days than you only have the weekend and that to runs so fast.. sighz.. when i was in NS for the 1st 3 months it was hell cos I miss my gf birthday and feb 14 too.. so i can say i know how it feels..missing her birthday was something that i could not take at all..So thats why i dont want to make it *to* hard for them..But today had to tell them off cos you see i take care of BP=FAT MEN! so for them is to lose alot.. and some of them just dont seem to get it cos this is all for them .. and top of it i get lots of shit cos of them .. 5days they work hard than weekend they get fat.. what more can i say..who would not get mad at them.

Today i called some more of my frens for 24th night. I dont want to go | MOS| i know it's leades night but still to many shit there..i dont know.. just want her next to me thats all ..even if no one come as long as she comes i would be happy..but i know it's something that is to much to hope for..and HOPE KILLS!.. anyway..i have to get some sleep... tml it's going to be a very very long day.. will be out of camp form morning till night..MTV.. lol here i come..

Peace out