very soon

Well i have not done this for 2 days.. alot has happen this past few days if i were to say it all my net would just die so ya.. lol
2 more days to go suresh after that no more.. no more of thinking about all this no more killing yourself with all the pain in your head and heart.. i cant run very far from the fact that i do care and miss you and most of all i sitll love you with me heart..
i cant seem to run away form this.. The Lord has help me so much to see this days go by.. it's not going to be ez but i just have to do this i have.. no matter what i have to not only for my heart but to move on and let go.. i miss u baby girl..we are near yet so far.. u took me out of your world but your still in mine.. have to stop .. have to give up.. but i just cant..

Peace out