Found out something..

Well well.. guess what i just found out that i cant seem but to just not sms or call her.. sighz..i tryed to not call or sms her for one day but i failed..lol.. very badly..i did not msg at night.. or in the morning.. but than by lunch i gave up.. sighz.. i did msg i dont know.. i am lost at somethings for now.. i dont know what's going on her head.. trying not to think about things to fast.. but me being ME >< i am thinking to much about things lol! sighz.. i dont know i dont know if she has seen this or readed my blog.. but!! i do wish that i can just see what's going on her head.. i have to go back to camp on sat night.. ah! i wanted to go out this sat night.. but now cant.. shes going out yaya i wished she called me out too..but she did not fine.. not like she has to but would have been nice if she did.. i would have found a way to go.. but than .. it's batter this way rite.. not to close to fast i dont want to feel that pain .. i just got batter.. dont want to be like how i was.. i am sick of waiting for that girl whos going to take the things i do to heart and love me more and more.cos there is no girl like that.. so ya.. i give up on that.. i am just blessed to have met her.. her name .. lol just cant say yet.. anything my best fren is going to get wedding and she did not call me..so ya.. i am sad..


Peace out