No more pls..

Well as always i do something to make good things in my life to shit.. this time .. i know it's all me.. wait it's always been me what am i saying.. maybe it's the lack of sleep talking but i feel like saying this. i had a good thing going on and i had to push things to fast and end up like this.. i feel like someone who just does not know when to stop.. i know ok i sms to much.. i call to much.. so it's all me.. if things dont get batter it's all cos of me..trying to take things so fast push ppl away.. to me ya maybe it's ok but i am fu'k ed up..i dont know what i did wrong but things are not to good now.. see la suresh you had to go and do it 1 more time.. all you had to do was take your time to get to know and that too i cant do... err! i have had only 1h of sleep for 2 days.. my head pains are not getting any batter.. 1st the heart now the head.. whats going on in my body..no more pills.. that's for sure.. sorry if i said anything to push you away.. sigh


Peace out