Trying

Ok i am trying to post more.. Today it was a good day did not do anything at all lol! later going to meet my fren for dinner.. Hopeful i get to see my Princess.. ( parying like mad ) but even she does not come i am ok with it.. cos she has alot of work to get done and .. i dont want to do the same thing i did wrong the last time i dont want to be one of the things that stop someone from becoming batter.. i feel i should say this .. i am sorry.. i am sorry that cos oof me you could not do your best in school.. i am sorry that cos of me.. you did not make to the place you wanted to go that cos of me.. you had to feel the pain of failure in your life.. tha cos of me you had to work when i did not.. i am sorry i hate myself for it. even now i dont want to stop anyone from being who they want to be.. i feel the pain in my heart.. seeing you that time not being able to go into the school that you wanted.. now well now you just dont care.. which is a good thing cos i have grown up more and more each day so that i can give my batter to someone .. to that someone that i have found now she may not be the one to fast to say .. but .. she in 1 in a mil.. i wont say her name just for now.. but.. i do still miss the good time.. that's why i dont want to do the same thing wrong this time .. i will not.. i am no one for someone to give up there plans for.


Things may have change but i am still the same.. ppl come and go.. but i stay.. why cos i was always finding you that someone that gavve me HOPE when i needed it.. i wont say love cos the only girl that i loved is now gone out from my life.. so now i have seen hope.. and wont give up! cos she give a shit about me !! wahhahah!!


Pace out