22 days...

Well it;s been 22 days from my last post.. this post is going to be more emo i guess. somethings have been on my mind for this past few days. one of them would be how much the past comes back to bite me in the ass.. i have told myself that i would not let myself feel this way that feeling where i hate myself hate how other people in my life make me feel like shit.. i hate! that! .. why do i let them that much i dont know... things have gotten batter i guess with Bat woman ( nick name ) but sitll have to wait .. waiting is ok but this feeling where i could not see or hear her voice is something that has happen to me befor.. i still feel the pain.. is something that i have felt befor from someone.. calling not picking the phone sms no reply.. u feel like shit.. i know that bat women is bz studying so it ok.. but i cant help but feel like saying i have been hurt by my past befor and that i dont want to feel this pain anymore. cos it's to much for me to take.. i dont want to end up feeling more and more shit in my life.. i am someone who has somehting to give in love.. someone who has feelings who has a ... h..e...a..r..t.. to feel all this.. i dont want to be a jackass like some guys i am trying here.. but to you what do u see?...


I still callled meow meow .. i still feel something .. PAIN.. why suresh why...


Peace out..

no peace at all...( my head pains are coming more and more as each day pass's )