looking out for each other?

i dont know how to blog about all this shit today..
dont feel like blogging today..

Low bat !

Last night went out with my Friends one of them had his dads car to went down to town see a movie "Bed time story" Which was funny paid like $8 for it so not to bad. than .. wait o ya i forgot to say this .. it was like 5 guys and out of the 5, 4 of them have Girl friends guess what i was the only one that did not have one la nvm.. out of the 4, 3 of there girl friends came to see the movie with as.. so i had to go gay for the day la.. sigh.. so after the movie went to play pool than went to eat at little India than got a phone call from a fren asking us to come cos to down town east cos it's his bday so went done there wish him you know show face than he gave me something to drink that had 2 beers OM i must say this Do NOT drink when your sad ! it will hit you like a rock.. your mind is so low and u feed it shit .. i was feeling the blues cos i missed my X who seems to have moved on without me..

so was missing her to it did not help luckly thing had my frens there.. but all in all i can see that i am longing for someone to love to give my love to and i dont seem to let go of my past that ez as others do . i cant say o ok break up ok lor can find other girls.. sorry i am not like that..

i have done shit in my life but you dont brank a girls heart. but they seem to break mine... lol

ok i have a youth meeting today told them i would go for it so ya.. i dont feel like it now la.. but ya..

till later than.. i miss you gold fish..

Peace out

ok i am done for

I will say this now ok fine the links which where posted to me did help .. So cut me up and feed me to the fishs.. ok this is the only place where i can as emo as i want to be. And no one can say anything about it!! nothing much to say today BUT that i am sad that i need to get to see Gold fish or princess.. Look like no one misss me..


Peace out