Forgot..

well i did not forget that i have a blog but just have not been not for a long time .. well where should i start? hmmmz.. how about form that i have not been having much rest this past few days coming to weeks soon.. sines my X got this job a a club i have not been sleeping well been worrying about her.. been thinking how has she been miss seeing her face.. ok here's the shit part.. others girls seem to like me but i cant like them cos to me it does not feel rite to do anything with any other girl.. cos that is not where my heart is.. it is still with her.. there was 1 girl.. but well.. she went away with a part of me .. but none the less.. i stlll want her back in my life.. even if i know that she does not want anything to do with me cos that is how she shows it.. i wanted to find people to go clubing that the place where she works so that i could see her.. but now i think about it .. i dont want to anymore.. it feels very hard to go on with my day to day life like this... back to where i started from..

Peace out.. need a good night for sleep..